Paranoia

I'm sick.
There. I said it. I have a horrible cough.
I paid a guy $50 yesterday to tell me it was viral and to give me cough meds.
I found that I get emotional when I'm sick. Two of my friends made me tear up yesterday - over stupid stuff that should not have bothered me! AND I'm paranoid when I'm sick. My boss's door was shut, then open, then there was an HR person in there, and I was sure they were preparing to fire me. Why? Cause I'm nuts. I've done nothing wrong. I do my job well to the best of my knowledge. Just crazy some days I guess.